Things i WANTED to do

Hmmm. I once said i want to do some things. I've done two. Ha.

As for getting fit, and brown and losing weight. well. I'm trying can. I must say its really not possible to get me a feline, and a black one at that. But. Oh well. The most disppointing thing is. I am gaining weight, not losing them. Hmm. I dont even think i ate more, in fact, most times i forgot to eat cos i work late. Or like, by the time i get home, i am so tired and hungry i choose sleep. You dont feel hunger when you are sleeping leh.

Sigh. I miss the times you cooked for me.

Oh well. I shouldnt be complaining, got food to eat good enough already right!

Yes yes. I know how much people care about me. And i am really grateful. I would try to spend more time with living breathing beings instead of staring at my computer the whole day, or worrying about what my boss wants.

Yet. My boss moves faster than the stock exchange can! Wa. Very soon hor. He wont be my idol no more. Very difficult to maintain can. Although i just remembered he shared a packet of rice with me at a meeting on 240805. How cool is that right. I always thought he would be very particular about things like this. I mean, what if people talk about us! Anyways. I dont really care. People can say what they want.

And. Why would i wana go for married guys? They got wife can. And. If they are the kind that would even consider affairs, it would totally destroy their image in my eyes.

Btw, my boss very sweet to his wife one. Awwww.. I also want one like that. :P

Rite. I have also just realised that i have stopped listening to music for sometime. My computer is actually silent as i type this. Normally its playing some tune or another.
Why you ask? Urm... Ehh.. Hmm..

First, my darling Muvo's spoilt. *sobs hysterically*

Second, there are just some songs that i do not want to listen to anymore lor. I refuse to listen to songs that make me blue, though i like them (those songs) better.

Well now. I'm into the CROSS cd anyway. I absolutely lurveeeee Calvin's (dunno if thats how you spell it) voice. And actually. I like how he looks too, tall, thin, clean looking.

Arrrrrr.. He's. Married.

Gone with a snip

So there it goes, with a swift snip of my hairstylist's sissors. With a few sweeps of the broom, my long hair's gone..

I keep my word now. This is one of the things i wana do. I wanted to cut my hair short. I did.
My head's so much lighter now. :)
Well. i am satisfied with my short hair. Urm. Short hair's supposed to make you look younger huh. I'm not too sure myself. I see myself everyday. Not much of a difference to me.
Well. One thing i do know. I am getting urm.. rounder. as a colleague nicely puts it.

But. I live in self denial. I blame the roundness on my new haircut. I mean, short hair always makes you rounder isnt it? Haha.

*cough cough*

I tried to take my medicine today. With a lozenge in my mouth. *cough cough*

Guess wad.

I swallowed my lozenge and suck on the pill instead.

*pengs*

so Not

Its really cool. I've stopped being a merlion. Just having a sore throat. But that'll get better real soon!
Anyway. I am NOT pregnant can. Pregnancy Is a woe, cos i'm having the symptoms. And like. The doctor keep asking : are you pregnant? Wei. Helo? I am having my period can?
i am so NOT! I'm not even .. urm. u noe wad lar huh.. Haha.

So anyway. Lets just wait till i get married or something huh. Provided i am wanted.

I am kinda stoned today.. Anyway. I'm gonna get all well and healthy k. I am so gonna!

For Andrew

Helo Andrew. This entry is dedicated especially for you.
Since you asked so long for my blog, and i got the info i wanted from you..
You are entitled to read this.
Plus. You are the honoured highly regarded fourth person that can read my blog.

Well now. I must record the funny email you sent me today so i wont forget it.

Due to the poor quality of the curry puffs from our current supplier, we'll not be getting any more curry puffs from them at the moment. So please do not sell this item (do not include curry puffs in the menu) for the time being. We will inform you once we find a new supplier for better quality curry puffs.

Appreciate your understanding. Thanks.

As spoken, please help to source for a new supplier for curry puffs. Thanks.

Haha. I laugh myself silly at my desk.

Okie. Assignment 1001. You are now supposed to leave many many comments. Please do. Since there are no comments and i think you are FUNNY. I await your precious entries.

Comments many please!

national animal

I am the symbol of Singapore today. Have been the Merlion from like morning till now. Arrgh. it the worst lar. Pregnancy is such a woe.
Didnt even get to eat anything. At this rate, i am gonna be slimmer for sure.

Sides, i woke up in the wee hours of the morning for a dump. Stomach was so uncomfortable. Sigh. Must be food poisoning or something. And this morning, i lost my voice. Woah. I'm sure one big weakling. Anyways.

I asked my friends on saturday about the national animal. And suddenly, there was an uncomfortable silence. For about two seconds. Hello. Lion lar! Actually, in case i was really wrong, i asked, instead of annoucing proudly..

Eh. Should be lion right!

Yes, my dear friends, lion it is.

Anyways.I'm really uncomfortable, and my auntie has visited me, finally!

I didnt say I was pregnant was i? *grinz*

bad master

am so horribly violent and careless.

My precious Muvo cant really work anymore. I switch it on, and its switches off by itself. I am so very sad. It must be me, I must be too violent, dont take care of my stuff. i am such a bad master. :(

Sigh.

Yet. My very faithful Aiwa discman which i bought in Poly Year one, with my own moola.. And costs about a hundred.. Is still in working condition.. pretty good one too. Yea yea, Maybe it too a tad old.. And yes, i did drop it a couple of times. But it still works k!

Hai, i treat my Muvo so much better i feel. But it still failed. Okie Okie, my Muvo did turn abit dark, but its white! And its covering is black.. Aiya. Heartache can.

i nOt clever

well. A friend sent me the following link :
http://www.stud.ntnu.no/~shane/stasj/pics/humor/div/319.html

i couldnt. For the world figure out what the joke was. My friend had to explain it to me. (and i guess i am as silly as the guy who sent the CDs back.)

My gosh! How silly can i be. Sometimes. I wonder.. How silly can i be? And then it gets worse.

Eeek. This is bad. One day I'll look back and really really laugh at myself.

For now, you can.

like a diver

I am a diver, just for today.
I cant breathe. I have to breathe through my mouth for almost the whole day. Urm. i dread to think of all the germs and bacteria that my nose hairs are now unable to filter BECAUSE i am not using them! Today i am not using my nose! (except for the fact that they are still part of my face, then again, i would look funny without a nose wont i)

My nose, is gonna drop off soon. I have been sneezing the whole night away. When you thought it could get no worse, it just can.

nO potatO

I am no potato, banana. Whatever.

Seriously i dont know what prompted people to think that way can? Like. When i first came to my company, my beloved thinks that way too. I am a potato. And like, if someone wants to confirm the spelling of a certain word, or want to know how to spell a certain word, they would ask me.

Eh. I speak to everyone in chinese all the time ma.. Its not like i dont..

And i understand perfectly every chinese word that you say, i even read the chinese papers at home. I just dont really listen to chinese songs as compared to english ones. I even borrowed this 成语 book from my colleague. Yea, i can read chinese k. Myabe i cant write it that well.. ..
But. Thats not the cruz of the matter.

I am chi-na. Really. Just speak to me. Please do.

Vonderful TIme

Had a wonderful time with my sister yesterday.

Went to have dinner. Met an old friend. A little hi, a little pat on the shoulder. A little care, a little concern. How much that means to me. How much an old friend can notice where people around you dont. New outlet in City Link, i promise i'll visit soon, the food's good. :)

Anyways. Time spent with my sister has never been this comforting.

No one or nothing in the world would bring us away from each other. But. My sister has a boyfriend le! That literally means, lesser and lesser time we have together. On top of that, she has to go for camps.

Yesterday, we really really got to enjoy each others company.

Come to think of it, my sister's like so much more independant than i am. Her bf and her? Getting on well, but she kinds thinks he's too sticky.. And i'm like.. urm.. i used to be like that can?!

My sister said, for me its different.. Haa.. the wondrous sisterly relations we have. (blind to each other faults)

Yea. Though I guess for me its really different. I wield the power of decision making at home. Everyone comes to me for opinions. I used to be so dependant on my Mom. Now i've really grown. And so we all have. My siblings are forced to make their own decisions now ( i'll rather they do what they like, and not blame me for the rest of their lives for choices i make, haha) . And all i do, is, convince Mom the decisions they make are the right ones.

Back to night out with sister. Was great. just talking, walking, eating. Nothing beats family relations. We still have our silly sisterly notions. Things we wana do. And we are still protective of each other. And ok. We love each other, very much. Yet like any other traditional chinese family, we dont say it out loud.

Anyhow.Sisterhood is great.

wad an ache

I have a headache. A very BAD one.

It becomes worse the minute i try to think. Arghh.. Hey. I do think okie. I think loads on my job... Arrrr.. give my brain a rest please.

I promise. I wont be a brat k.

Its very bad though. I have a inflamed throat too. Arggh.. Pain Pain..
:( I did take my vitamins k! Sigh, they are vitamins huh, not miracle drug, so what did i expect right. Anyway. Andrew says i keep saying anyway. He calls me Miss Anyway. Then i should be Miss By the way, Whatever too.

Do i keep saying those words? You track for me k. :)

Gosh. <-- Yet another word i keep saying.

Arrr.. Whatever lar huh.

Headache headache go away. DONT come again another day.

nOt me

I am not myself yesterday.

Came back from a meeting at about 9. Wanted to check my emails then proceed to take a bath and read or something. How can i not bath right? I am Miss Particular about hygiene can. So anyway, had a little headache, so went to freshen up and wanted to look at emails. So while waiting for the computer to start up, i read a little. And the next thing i know.

Its morning and raining.

Urm.. I didnt bathe. Its gonna stay in my conscience forever and forever. Miss Particular about hygiene didnt bathe, didnt even change. Just got out of my pants and fell asleep. Hmmm. This morning i woke up with a horrendous headache. But the first thing that came to my mind was that i didnt bathe. Sigh.

Well, the only comfort was, Miss Anal about all this had a habit being cultivated by her mom. First thing you do when you reach home is wash your hands and feet. So, since the rest of your body is covered by clothes, you aint that dirty right? Sides, i wore a tube inside my shirt, so obviously the shirt went to the wash. And my bed is. (what a relief) relatively clean. Being in the office the whole day. How dirty can i be right?

So much convincing. I am being anal about it.

I contemplate changing the sheets.

Little Miss Anal about Cleanliness.

truth about love

Woah.. Just watched the show like yesterday with my favourite girl.

Hee. We're two funny girls alright. I'm so drooling over Jennifer Love Hewitt can. Shes hot and pretty.

Ha, pretty weird huh. Two girls watching a lovey dovey show. Haha. I enjoyed it! The company was GREAT.

NDO

We had our National Day Observance today. Only in an organisation like mine i guess.

Anyway, i wore red. (we were required to wear red) But you know what the silly thing was? I wore red. And then i brought another RED shirt. HELLO. What am i doing right? Honestly. I didnt know.

I jus know i ironed my red shirt, for me to bring. I just didnt know what prompted me to wear red in the morning. Ha. Whatever lar huh. I am Miss Silly sometimes.
So anyway, Everyones gonna talk about national day, and theres gonna be such a hype about it, so i need not elaborate further.

I am just glad there is a public holiday so i can sleep in. I really need my sleep.

such a brat

I am such a brat.. Lost my temper yesterday. Honestly, i told myself to hold it, sigh, how i failed.

Had a real bad headache, blisters on my feet, and stood in e afternoon heat for sometime and felt really frustrated. Fine, i was rebellious and wanted to prove i could take it, sadly, i could not.

I really lost it. For my actions, i apologise. Yet, whats done could not be undone, and i thank my friends for being so forgiving. Really. I have not been feeling well, and had been a bomb that had exploded from time to time. Gosh, that was really bad of me.

Today i poisoned my system with loads of painkillers. all sorts. My head hurts so, in fact, my whole body aches.. i hardly moved from the bed since yesterday. I slept for like urm.. 17 hours can. Woah. i am surprised at myself. recently i have been really weak. I try to swim and at the third lap, i get a headache. i run, and i get a headache. Hey. whats wrong with my system can.

I cant sleep at night too. Sigh. I honestly look like crap.

Rite. I must remember to drink loads and loads of water (wic i do) and take my vitamins..

I'm a big gal now. I know how to take care of myself.
(and i'll watch that temper k, no matter how bad my headache is)

full of misses

Sigh.. I miss my colleagues, i miss faye..

So much work to do, so quiet in the office. I'm looking forward to National Day only because is a holiday where i can really not work for yet another day. Deadlines, deadlines. Loads of deadlines to meet!

And i got to be the one who gonna go around pushing people to meet the deadlines. sigh. People must hate me. I'm such an old hag.

I feel alot like an 80 year old lady. repeating the same things over and over again.
'hi, have you updated your portion for the report?'
'hi, could you go through the report'

These have been repeated by me over and over again throughout the week. Gosh. i am so drained.

bOokwOrm

I'm reading loads recently. Not that i have too much time in my hands. Not having a life i guess. Turning back into a bookworm.

I remember how i used to just curl up in one corner with a book when i was young, oblivous to the world. My mummy would shout fer me. SHOUT. and i wouldnt even hear her. Haha. Know wad. She started giving me a nick.
应佩蒨，听不见。
hmm. not too bad huh my mum, it kinds rhymes.
and guess wad. She ends up calling me 听不见 instead, cos i always happen to respond when she calls me that. I read all the books in my primary school library, and managed to cover some of them twice, or even three times. Thats how much i used to love to read.

Urm, thats also actually how i started wearing spectacles, never giving my eyes the rest they needed. i wore my specs in Primary two can. How much younger can it get. (actually, not much younger cos i've grown. Ha) And how did i realised i needed to wear them? Cos i started to copy stuff from the board wrongly. Finally one fine day, my teacher realised i was short sighted. and decided to talk to my mum. Well. Mummy devised her own way of testing if it was true by asking me to stand at different distances and read out to her. Viola. I was short sighted.

So well. before i got my specs, i had to sit, urm. right in front of the blackboard so i could see. How bad can it get. (of cos it can. My eyesights very much worse now, as blind as a bat)

Oh well. Too late. At least i love my red spectacles. ALL of them.

I just got a new book to read. And i cant imagine, i just borrowed my friend's thesis to read.
Eh. Why in the whole would i want to borrow a thesis to read? *gulp*
I dont know. The best thing is - the thesis is about my organisation. Woahh.. Somethings happening to me. Slave to the organisation.
I borrowed two constitutions and went through them too. urm. And managed to get my hands on another paper that about my organisation.

How 'cool' is that.

Hmmm. am i overloading myself with too much to read? i love reading lar. Just check out my lenses k. :P

help

Thoughts running through my head cos i cannot sleep. Too many at the same time, cant catch a single one, cant write down any. Lets not write anything unhappy anyway. How vulnerable one can be in the wee hours of the night, or shall i say, morning?

Greetings. Have a great day ahead..
Its almost a brand new day and its a brand new month, a brand new week.

Argghh. i really need to sleep.

I just keep reading and cant tear my eyes off the computer screen. I'm reading an online book. Its cool really. But i think my eyes bags are really..

Urm. I am. Not taking care of myself. Not taking care of my appearance. I look like crap, and i am growing fat. Plump, whatever you wana call it.

I need to do something huh. Gosh. Wads happened to me.

help.

(o.0)

i am how tired.

Slept like.. urm.. 3 hours. was at work early today.. bumped into Andrew at the lift. Just cant beat him even if i wana be early. ~bleahh~~

Anyways.

I feel loved, really feel loved. Thanks Faye. You sure brightened my day. I couldnt sleep, really. Dont even know why. My eyes wont close. I am so dead tired today. (urm. my eyes still wont close)

Oh well. managed to do the stuff i needed to do. Did silly stuff over the msn with Andrew. Can you imagine? Andrew. Woahh.. Hes funny lar. Really.