a beary BIG thank you

For someones whos always been there.

I remember you once told me, i might never break down the walls. Not yours anyway.
But what i know is this.

That once a long time ago, you would never have hugged me. (it took me alot of courage and time to break through that!)
That once a long time ago, you would have left me alone after i've broken my promise to you.

Its has always been my fault really. And i want to thank you for never giving up on me.
For always encouraging me. For though we are so very similar, you made some exceptions for me.

So to the very similar other 'me', thank you, for always 'being' here.
Although we never talked, never smsed each other, never met (except on sat, aft so long). Although you are most often not around. But somehow, you were around for me.

For being by me, regardless of the silliest things i do.

For always being that big brother i wanted, but never had. Now i do.

And yes, its you i'm talking about.
*tight squeeze*