lost and found

I have gone to look for myself, if I should return, before I get back, keep me here. - unknown

No matter what people say. I realised i have lived my life too much listening to what others have said. Give in too easily to others. Its time i lived my own life. Get what i want outta life. I need to find myself again!

What of promises made and not kept? Promises arent meant to be kept i guess. What are promises good for anyway? Only if you kept them. Therefore, tis not the promises that are important, tis the people who remember and keeps them that makes it important.

Would you rather expect not and receive Or expect and receive not. i would rather choose the first.

Hmmm. Have i kept my own promises? Not all. And i guess promises made could not be retrieved? Okie, i'll try to live up to them k. :)

Someone once said. People change but not much. I tend to agree, though nothing is constant in this world.

Sometimes i guess it really silly of me (then again, i CHOSE to be.) To give so whole heartedly, and not be able to retrieve my heart in time, always ending up hurt. Then again, does it matter? What matters? We all learn dont we. :) I wouldnt be me if i dont give of myself.

Sometimes i hurt, but i wont say something hurtful just cos i hurt. ( Not now, i used to) This vicious cycle would never end i realised.

Happiness is, indeed a choice.

As in most things we do.. We need to cauterise if we need to heal. So, there it goes. And healing comes.

Cheerios.